Who is this? What is this? What am I living for? What is this all about? Friends?.......... God? ..............Church?............ Family?.... Is this what it's all about? I dont know anymore. I dont know what to think anymore. I dont know what to say. It's all just a messy blur in my mind. All of the colours run together. The lines are strewn. Everything is so confusing. What is friendship? What is "church? What is family? All these questions plague my mind day and night. I fear that I will never know, I will never understand, I will never see clearly, I will never have a clarity, a peace of mind. What am I to do? Wht am I to say? Am I to sit and wait? Am I to continue walking along this path as if nothng is happening? Am I to swallow my fear, my emotion, my hatred, my absolute shock? What to do?...... What to do?...... Hmmmmm. I am lost on this winding road of life. I have at some point wandered off this shabilly marked path into a wilderness of emotions and confusion. Now, I'm lost. I am so scared! I just want to go back. I want the assurance that I am still going somewere on a path that has been carved out from nothing and will in time go somewere. that I will once again find this path. Reach the comfort of the pebbles beneath my feet. Reach a place were I dont need to fear anymore. I dont need to worry about if I will make it, or if I will be overtaken by a strange creacher. I am lost..... can anyone hear my cries for help? Or am I alone on this dark jorney? Can anyone hear my cries?........

Amazing Song!!!!! This is the song that is now playing. It is the account of the demon posessed man in Matthew. This man was full of demons...... until he met Jesus!

Set Me Free.
It hasn’t always been this way
I remember brighter days
Before the dark ones came
Stole my mind
Wrapped my soul in chains

Now I live among the dead
Fighting voices in my head
Hoping someone hears me crying in the night
And carries me away

Set me free of the chains holding me
Is anybody out there hearing me?
Set me free

Morning breaks another day
Finds me crying in the rain
All alone with my demons I am
Who is this man that comes my way?
The dark ones shriek
They scream His name
Is this the One they say will set the captives free?
Jesus, rescue me

As the God man passes by
He looks straight through my eyes
And darkness cannot hide


Do you want to be free?
Lift your chains
I hold the key
All power on Heav’n and Earth belong to me

You are free
You are free
You are free

Well, for all those who were not there, Impact was AMAZING!!!!! It was a refreshing experience that I am SO glad I didnt miss! I will miss sharing the experiences with so many friends. Bryce, you are an amazing friend, you made me laugh, and I cant wait to see you again next year. The experiences we had this year will never be forgoten.  Luke, my friend, we grew closer in this experience, I will not forget your generouity in talking with me, and helping me carry my burden. I will always be here, there will be nothing tighter than our bond. Thank you my brother! Beth, thanks for the tatoos. lol I enjoyed getting to know you better. Once we get back from Global we are going to hit the world like never before! Toms. You guys are awsome, you guys made my impact experience amazing. Jr. You were fun to hang out with, and a joy to talk to. Dr. Tom thank you for all you did for all of us!  And everyone else, you guys were awsome. We are going to chnage this world!!!

EDIT:::::: Man, I miss all of my friends. I was siting here thinking, and just being able to wake up to see the faces of all those I love and care about was amazing! And to see that ripped away is really hard. Guys, I miss you guys, so much! Bryce, Luke, Figgy, Stephen, Wes, Scott, Dr. Tom, Tom Jr. , Sam all of you guys. All of the times we spent just sitting around and talking. Laying in each others beds. lol Mostly bryce. LOL Restling, talking, watching God's preseance move each of us. And now I have to wait a whole year until it happens again. And I dont even know if it will be the same next year. lol Needless to say, I miss you all! Especially Luke and Bryce, man! It was awsome!!! Brainstorming about pranks, making fun of each other, lol worshiping together. Awsome!!!!! I love guys and will miss you greatly!!!!!!  

      -Warrior Poet- Freedom Fighter

You guys have got to watch this! It is Ron Luce founder of batlle cry (battlecry.com) and Aquire The Fire ministries. He is on NATIONAL news talking about what our generation is doing! It is amazing!!! Tell me what you think!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3ZiT1N5_lg

IMPACT IS COMING!!!!!! Man, I cant wait!!!!! It is going to be so awsome!!!!!

                                    Signed-Warrior poet and Freedom Fighter
 

 Man, this is pretty cool!

> Sing like no one is listening & dance like no one is
> watching
>
>
> A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A
> real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
>
> A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real
> friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
>
>  A simple friend doesn't know your parents'
> first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in
> his address book.
>
> A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your
> party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and
> stays late to help you clean.
>
> A simple friend hates it when you call after he
> has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took
> so long to call.
>
> A simple friend seeks to talk with you about
> your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with
> your problems.
>
> A simple friend wonders about your romantic
> history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.
>
> A simple friend thinks the friendship is over
> when you have an argument. A real friend calls you
> after you had a fight.
>
> A simple friend expects you to always be there
> for them. A real friend expects to always be there for
> you!
>
> 
>
>  When you are down to nothing ... God is up to
> something!
> Do you have anyone like this?
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